Alright, on day 6, I am to write about something I hope I never have to do.
It would be:
1. Sleep alone! Cuz I am terrified of being alone at night. Am not sure if there is a term for that. I’ll google it later. I used to have sleeping buddy, a male, not a boyfriend, just a good friend (with NO benefit), but now my current man wouldn’t allow me to do that anymore. So as a resolution, I have to follow him wherever he go, mostly around SEA (Jakarta, Singapore, Malaysia, Vietnam, etc).
2. End my relationship (Again!)! But am getting good at doing this after my previous relationship breakdown. I used to be the one who try and work on the relationship, and hoping for it to works, but it was just me fighting alone. After suffering and being idiot for awhile I learned, if I started to feel uncomfortable with someone, thats mean, I need to end my relationship with that person. It will hurt, but I’ll be happier in the long run. As a person, I long for a serious monogamy longterm relationship with A man, FOR-E-VER would just be perfect. So, I HOPE I will NEVER EVER have to end my relationship ever again.
3. Dying! If am gonna die, please please please God, make it happen in the most quickest possible way.